Season 1: Diary of a Generator - the end of people pleasing
12 short audio episodes, 2 hours and 14 minutes (total)
What does it look and feel like to radically embrace your strategy and authority in Human Design? And how will it affect your relationships?
In this season, Mary Ann is in the 8th year of her experiment. She shares beautiful daily examples of how honoring her inner truth has impacted her friendships, her marriage, and her interactions with strangers.
My favorite part: we get more insight into how Mary Ann got to shed a lifelong of people-pleasing.
Other topics she touches upon are (taming) the mind, finding inner peace, how the aura attracts people, children & Human Design, and deconditioning your responses.
Contents:
12 audio episodes between 11 and 16 minutes
a 13-page pdf with a mini summary of each episode & quotes
see below for a full list of the episodes - most of them are suited for all Types
List of Episodes
E1 Hello! An introduction ∞
E2 The mind ∞
How to stop believing the stories we tell to ourselves
E3 Having partly conditioned responses
Is it ‘bad’ if your responses are still partly conditioned?
E4 The experiment is like being in the womb ∞
The three different phases in the experiment: ‘conception’, growing into a ‘baby’, and being born
E5 Smooth interaction with strangers ∞
A very practical tool in daily conversations
E6 From chaos to peace
The power and beauty of experiencing a peace that is independent of outer circumstances
E7 The end of comparison ∞
The art of self-embrace
E8 The wild ride of being emotionally open ∞
Practical tips and deeper understanding for those with an undefined Solar Plexus
E9 Relationships. Will they survive?
What happens when the truth of your gut starts coming out very strongly? Is your partner still the right person for you?
E10 Supporting your children with their design ∞
Supporting a child with a defined heart and line 3 in her profile
E11 Shedding the people pleaser
Line 2 ‘hermitting’, changing friendships, and sacral boundaries
E12 The aura talks
A decrease in verbally initiated communication = an increase of auric magnetism and communication
∞ = suited for all Types
Notes
Audio quality: some of the episodes have a soft noise in the background - I cleaned them up as far as I could
Want to listen to one of the episodes to see if this is for you? You can listen for free to episode 7 here. Please note that the audio quality of most episodes is better than this one.
These are non-linear audios full of storytelling. If you’d like to hear an explanation about what Human Design is, these audios don’t offer that. Rather, they’re a treasure trove full of experiential wisdom.
Ayla - Wow - wow. After reading Mary Ann’s book, these audios took it to the next level. It felt like every single audio broke down a little piece of conditioning within me. And it wasn’t even the topics she discussed, though they were really helpful. Mainly, it was the frequency of her words. Her sacral power came through loud and clearly and it switched something on in me.
It became so clear where I had been playing it safe in my experiment! Also, the many small examples she gave brought the experiment alive for me. And I LOVE that she openly speaks about the challenges that can come with being a ‘free human’ in a world full of conditioning. We need those voices, because honoring your own truth isn’t easy.