To live as a sacral being is like dancing. But there is no pattern. There are no steps. I do not know ahead of time how, where, when, why or even if, I will ever do anything! It is only after my response that I know.

The one thing that I love the most about responding is how real I am. You don’t get what I would like you to believe I am. You don’t get what my mother had hoped I would become. No. You get me. And sometimes that is simply not nice.

Beware Sacral beings! You think you know yourself. You think you really know what you need, want, desire, love, hate, think, care about . . . ahhhhhhhh. What a surprise you have in store.

I was so impatient in the beginning. I wanted everything to happen NOW! But I realized this morning how intelligent nature is in having us go through seven-year cycles.

I was terrified to come off the roof, but Ra gave me information that helped me embrace it - I even hosted a big ‘off the roof party’!

What I realized about 2 weeks before the seven years were completed is that I want what I have! There is nothing I would change. There is nothing I want other than what is my life now.